[ His free hand is technically what's keeping him upright at this point, planted firmly in the mattress so he can channel his tension somewhere without worry. When Carver lifts his head to address him, he cannot help but squirm as he opens his eyes, something in him a touch mortified, but just grateful he didn't beg him not to stop then and there.
Every sexual situation he has ever been in has involved him handling every detail, however self-sacrificing. It gives him a means to focus, to be that rock and allowing his partner to fall apart if they need to. He apparently crumbles very easily when he does not have that working to his advantage.
What a time to learn that about yourself. ]
I'm all right. ...Please go on. [ And forget that happened. ]
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Every sexual situation he has ever been in has involved him handling every detail, however self-sacrificing. It gives him a means to focus, to be that rock and allowing his partner to fall apart if they need to. He apparently crumbles very easily when he does not have that working to his advantage.
What a time to learn that about yourself. ]
I'm all right. ...Please go on. [ And forget that happened. ]