[ It comes out unbidden, and then there is no taking it back. But Carver has already established that he wants him for reasons other than convenience, so there is that. And he can't actually see him.
It would be like doing this in the dark, for at least one of them.
He pulls in a calming sigh.
He can do that, whether immediately or gradually. I just need to do it myself, he thinks. Or at the very least, be asked. He thinks that would also be acceptable.
One of Gold's hands moves to his tie and the collar of his shirt. ]
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[ It comes out unbidden, and then there is no taking it back. But Carver has already established that he wants him for reasons other than convenience, so there is that. And he can't actually see him.
It would be like doing this in the dark, for at least one of them.
He pulls in a calming sigh.
He can do that, whether immediately or gradually. I just need to do it myself, he thinks. Or at the very least, be asked. He thinks that would also be acceptable.
One of Gold's hands moves to his tie and the collar of his shirt. ]
...A.. [ He bites his lip. ] All at once?